So many words unsaid, trapped under the ironclad guard on my mouth, all labelled with your precious name. Words- which flow as easily as a bubbling brook into each other, to make confessions so teeming with love that I have no doubt they would take your breath away. Confessions- which I don't regret not professing, but rather regret being unable to utter. Because however deeply attached I am to you, and however much you surprise me by genuinely so caring for me as well, there will, even if we were by some miracle granted d e c a d e s of every day together, always be that one key element missing; the one that would unlock the cell imprisoning these words.
Everything I consider saying out loud feels either like too much or too little, so I just stay silent.