They still want me to smile after everything I do but all I hope is that the end will add up to; something they could be proud of something they can see and hold and love
But if all I care about is their pride and it devours, and eats me up inside am I really happy? why am I not good enough for me?
I can't seem to find the answer to this one. I just want my family to be proud of me. If I am proud of myself of not, it doesn't seem to matter to me.