You never ask how I'm doing
Are you truly happy now?
You hardly ever answer the phone
I keep hearing "Leave a message after the tone"
Maybe it's time to take the hint and just leave you alone
I've been stuck here on my own
I've been feeling as if my whole body turned into stone
Losing my grip and my trust
I keep fronting that it doesn’t hurt but it does
And I keep remembering everything you said
Honestly, that's what's making this tough
"It's not like I give you enough attention anyways"
This is steadily falling apart
You used to be there when I was down to pick me up
However, right now, that’s over
It seems you do whatever you like
Knowing that if we talk again it'll turn into a fight
This is never going to work
The stupid side of me is thinking that it might
This is probably why I'm drinking
Just to call you up on your phone every night
Why am I wasting my life trying to find a way into yours?
I just want go back
To save whatever that we had was
Honestly I thought that you were the one who would last