you curl away i showered you in what had hurt and made me and you turned conversation into sharp edged silence you turned my page you stepped away you made me comfortable now im the odd one and i will never show you my innards again as if you are a vegetarian cannibal you ripped me open and laughed as i bled out onto your sweet soft skin and you enjoy it because you love secrets but you hate any real inconsistency which is what i am apparently