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Mara Maxine De Leon
Poems
Jun 2017
"Exhausted"
I'm completely exhausted.
The fights, the screams, everything.
It makes my ears ring.
I cry myself to sleep.
Wishing I could turn back time.
When i was nothing but a child.
But I am stuck in this timeline
I gave you my everything
But all you gave to me was nothing
I promised you endless things
But now my sacrifices are just nothing
For I see you everyday
Wasting your life away
With the person I hated the most
Through thick and thin
I went through hell and back
My god what is my sin?
Why do I feel this pain?
You screamed "I hate you"
Yet I whispered "I love you"
I kept all the burden inside
Hid it and locked it forever
Within me it will reside
I tried to understand you
But you never gave me a reason to
All you cared for was yourself
Always your needs and wants
Never once of mine
All I need was you
All I wanted was you
But then you left me
And who was torn to pieces?
Nobody else but me!
While you were out there partying
I was in my room crying
While you were dancing the night away
I was slowly fading away
You had a drink in your hand
I had a razor on mine
Liquor was spilled on you
Blood was oozing from me
I am now waiting
For the darknes
It will soon engulf me
For I am long exhausted.
#pain
#broken
#heartbreak
#destroyed
#tired
#exhausted
#death
#dark
#explicit
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Mara Maxine De Leon
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