at 4:14 am im still wide awake imagining your body on top of mine captivating me, your large hands running down my fragile, tiny body, claiming everything you brush as "yours". at 4:20 am im still awake, imagining myself on all fours, your hand grasping my hair, pulling it into that tight ponytail i wear during the day, while you're telling me about how you could never resist me,baby. your words alone leaving me drenched and ready for you. it's 4:30 am, and texting you: "are you awake?"