i cant help but think that right now, somewhere in the world, someone is listening to the same song i am listening to, someone is also reading the same book i am reading, someone is feeling the same sadness that i am feeling. but i like to think that i am the only person who feels this way right now. it's strange, how big this universe is but you were the only person who made it feel as small as a classroom when you looked at me for the first time and thought that i was pretty. it's terrifying, how salt looks like sugar or how satellites look like shooting stars. these lies are so natural but i never really understood the art of hurting people so i created a lie that seemed so natural so that i can leave you with dreams and wishes we made together for someone who never really understood me. it's heartbreaking, how in love i am with you even though you are no longer mine and will never be mine again. and i cant stop thinking and talking about you even though we are miles apart. i dont even know where you are. i cant help but think where you are and if you're happy. but the thought of you being happy is enough for me to live another day, less sad than yesterday. my love, i hope you are happy.