Why is it we speak language. One uniformed form of speech. It's acceptable in society that's why. Why is it if you can believe in a god that he still puts babies in the graves. Kids dying for illness everyday. Explain that. Why is it that life quality still *****. I'm still here. Me and my bottomless bottles of pills. Four of these. Two of these. One of that. Why am I here. Do I have purpose? Maybe my purpose was to be a faint memory... One to pass with the blowing leaves. Either way i am here. Either way I'm still clinging to life. Pill by pill. Medical ritual after ritual. I am here. Alive.