Ultimately, I want to prove my younger self was right to dream big to swim in phantasmal fantasies of wines albeit the absence of a single fig to think of driving the wall Street whilst barely floating the dusty street... that he was right to build castles in this cyclo charged air, and in the end I wanna be proud of the foundations I put up... working tirelessly to meet those castles, never giving up. I want to look back with pride of never ceasing to dare... I just want to eagerly peer back at my perspiration and tell not sad tales but those of great inspiration of not only the shaky bridges there were, the hails and storms but of how I withered, of how bare I walked roads with thorns. I want to congratulate me for dreaming without sleep... in the end, for climbing on and on, no matter how steep... the cliffs of life proved to be, I want to look back and smile at the millions of good deeds, as part of great memories I sowed midst perilous weeds in the end, I don't want to have so many regrets I want my name written in the stars along the twinkling greats in the end I want to be remembered for walking the extra mile it's easy to be that lad the universe easily forgot when the tsunami wave blew along as soon as death sighed and took in a gluttonous deep breath it's hard to be the greatest of all time, the GOAT but I'd rather be proud of myself for trying and failing in the end, rather than even failing to try ultimately, I'd rather bear scars of attempting a fly in the high than surrendering to life in the pits of low... it didn't matter how long it took, fast or slow I just want to be proud of me for going against the flow whether small or as wide as a container lorry no worries, I just need some story of my glory... "He didn't shine so bright though", I want them to say in the end, "but few will forget his glow"... that's why I work my fingers to the bone to move my city from my town and turn my dusk to a dawn... In the end, this life goes so fast so snappy but as I out grow this world, I wanna look back and be happy. Ultimately...