Her body perfectly blends in with the night, merely a silhouette, her beauty accentuated by the lack of light. And though I have tried, the earth has crawled into her tiny bones, the dirt has gotten inside her fingernails, and they have pinned all their compliments onto her, but I know when I'm gone, she won't bleed with me. Oh how can no one see she'll no longer be a part of me, how can anyone expect me to be nostalgic when I can't even feel the sting of her golden days where I bathed in the sun's rays. I have suffocated her and peaceful nights are now but a blur, and that is how you want me; *on fire, stoic, dangerous.