so it happens. people die. some too early, some too late. does it even matter when? life’s full of ups and downs. i didn’t get to experience the best things in life. to get a child. to love someone so deeply, that you know it’s him you want to spend the rest of your life with. but not the worst either. to loose someone close to you. to get hurt deeply in your heart. so it’s actually okay. life's the best, but also the worst. **i loved it.