but when you go there, you say so boldly, "I am not afraid, it can't hurt me no more!" and when you return, you are always trembling and you never can see me in the eye. why? why do you go there - that eerie house of yesteryear where hopes broke, where dreams shattered, where love was walked upon? why do you go there - where evil laughter still roars empty rooms scream silence, windows rattle like teeth chattering on the rainy night he left you. why do you give yourself that pain, always and again?