I sleep wishing I am closer to those I care for. Before I sleep, I consider bending or breaking my back for those I care for or those whose starlight characters leaves my heart dented and leaves my being super interested in uncovering the thoughts(forces)  responsible for such a being.

I awaken to find the obstacles- walls, heartbreaks, pride, etc--- of such a being requires a tremendous effort for it to be overcomed.

Now, from afar I keep a blazing aura which burns- "keep away!" To milder auras.

You see the turmoiltous status of my thoughts? Hope you understand my poem dear reader