No matter what happens just keep playing kid. I was sixteen when I first started playing music as a DJ in a little redneck bar in Carolina .
Green as a glade of grass that would soon change . I hung with the barflys the rejects the bikers and the ones that just couldn't leave there past behind.
I wasn't friends with kids my age I found my crowd and tried every vice in between. You don't know **** at sixteen so don't pretend you do I learned from those who scars were many as the stories they told.
I watched the crowd they were always willing to turn on you It was sink or ******* swim in a sea of smoke and stale beer . The women weren't like the girls in high school .
There was no delusion of something more just a fast night and a good time followed by a ****** up hangover . I had nothing in common with my own age group hell I partied with there parents knew off duty cops thieves and dope dealers . They were all full of **** in there own way.
I cared little for a classroom I learned everything I needed to survive in those little dive bars . I was underage six foot four acted and looked older so I just fit in .
There was danger There was always some **** just waiting to happen . No wonder I left the awkward world of social climbers and ******* proms behind.
Money was fast and so was everything worth a goodtime. Who the **** needs someone when you can have the chaos of another night. It was everything that I missed and never knew existed .
I will always remember that little ugly *** stage . The faces changed real music still lives . I gave them happiness they gave me there money.
It was my life's college . The brain would learn what the pen would write many years later . If your worried bout the page at sixteen your lost already. Life will fill in the gaps .
Live first then it will all eventually fit together .
I forget everything now but I never forget those times . One stage is always like the next . The only rule no matter what happens when your up there . Just keep playing kid .