I feel like someone just squeezed me alive! The rain is now pelting down by my side. Somehow I was let go from my job. It's nothing personal I guess I'm a snob. I feel as though my life is closing to an end. There's no future here for me, my friend. As an adult I pay my dues. With no money in my account I am barren blues. I kind of like a boy who I don't know very well. These feelings inside me are making me swell. Should I go hide or burry my face in the dirt. Or is this a sign that when life really hurts and the grey skies pour down and the heavy clouds unburden their sorrow there has to be meaning in these wet tears to swallow. It's kind of like a bittersweet revelation. A complete failure or a filigree contemplation. Somewhere deep inside, I weep. In silent pity I lay to sleep.