You are like an eye infection in the sense that every time I close my eyes I am reminded of your existence and the pain that comes with it so now I figure it is better to live with my eyes wide open so I'm not faced with the bitter darkness that takes its place behind my eyeballs whenever you are not around
I think I have pink eye and I think you gave it to me but I think it's alright because I think it may be the only thing I have left of you