It is easy to see that I'm not happy.. Ok, well guess what.. I'm not going to be happy about losing someone i love. I'm not going to be happy if you want me to. Yes, I am going to cry and scream, ranting about how no one understands me. I will reject everyone's help and stay to myself. But leave me be because I am trying to recover being lied to. Being brought down. Being worthless and having someone step all over me. I'm trying to forget about the memories but they just come back. So if you want to help me THEN LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!!!!!!