today i discovered that the rates for suicide are higher than those for homicides. people want to **** themselves more than they desire to **** another. there are homicidal maniacs running amok - hellbent on ending another human life. while the number of individuals who are hellbent on ending the only life they possess, excels. death is everywhere, and unending. and inevitable. yet preventable. i paused and felt heavy inside of my heart, the millions of lives that were taken on their own free will.