My prayer is that one day you will understand, Maybe, understand what I did, Understand that I did what I did for both of us. But mostly you. You see, it was never about me. Not even now. You may think me cold and callous -heartless- But I'm not. You see, I broke my own heart to save yours. You will put yourself back together And move on one day, But I will still be stuck an infinite loop Of mind games and second-guessing. Maybe one day, you'll understand That I shattered us (me!) because I loved you.