December first,
I don't miss you
Where'd you go?
I was with friends,
I wouldn't know
I stopped checking
December first,
Did we ever love one another?
I can't recall the last three years
because the last three weeks
With friends
Have conquered months of worthlessness
You bestowed upon me
Did we **** for three years?
I don't remember,
He ***** me better,
hell, I **** me better
December first,
You're ugly now,
I laugh about it,
how your hair is so stupid
And how I kissed you forever but you lacked the allure,
and how you look the same in every ******* picture,
And I'm so mature,
Drunken laughing at you online,
With friends, at least
December first,
You mean nothing to me,
It's insane you ever did, December first
you don't haunt me anymore,
I'm not festive
but I'm not sad either, I'm not grieving
December first, my first holiday alone,
I'm 20 and my family wonders where you are but I don't give a ****, I'm celebrating with friends.
I don't miss you because you cut me open last year,
I don't miss you because you always ******* talked over church bells,
And this year I can hear.
December first, welcome back.