To describe depression would be like, a power outage in an entire district and you are the singular light bulb running on the inverter/generator glowing in the dark room, keeping the darkness at bay. But as time progresses and the inverter charge starts to recede, the light bulb starts to fluctuate and the dark takes up more room as the light trys itβs best to keep burning. It fades in and fades out. The filament dimming with time. A never ending battle with the dark until the electricity is turned back on.