Of course I feel like dying, the world's only getting blacker. Of course I feel like crying, I feel like a disaster. I see the light through crimson eyes and that appears is red. It's not hate, maybe its' rage, but I know my spirit's dead. I take that back, that's not the fact. It's probably only sleeping. Yet so much I look around and hope that I'm not dreaming. Cause everything's not so painful and dark, not everything's a funeral Just get out and smell the roses, this life is also beautiful.