I'm scared to death of being abandoned,
but you did abandon me;
knowing it's my darkest nightmare,
a dreadful reality.

Confusingly, you gave me the key
- how to feel alive again -
when you pulled me under water.

Drowning in time, in memories, in pain
were never death stamping;
this is only the beginning of a new life, a fresh start.

*#Nameless
#For"You"
In memory of the magical, painful times
we spent at the bluish sea,
my safe haven.♡