He was always warm Like his coffee colored skin His smiled hugged you Brought you into submission Until your bones wrapped under his I'd play with the outlines of his anatomy The way his muscles protruded And relaxed when my fingers traced his His laugh echoed like violins Symphonies playing wildly in my ears And when I'd undress He'd always stare Singing how he won a master piece That was only his And no one else's to share The summer heat burned us Yet only the summer knew The conversations that filled that room He held a scar on his chest I'd kiss it everyday to remind him how beautiful pain is. The way his hair curled And felt like silk when I'd run through it The way I'd look down and kiss him The world stopped But so did the day he left And like a VCR I hit replay A memory so vivid Yet fading each and everyday