and i'm tearing out my insides to give you space
you've made me so empty but it's all okay
because you simply being happy is all that really mattered to me
and you wanted me gone, i couldn't play the part you wanted me to play
i failed as i seem to do with everything
you're in a better place now, away from what was once me
we said our sullen goodbyes and you turned without looking back once
your back was so bright, and full of light
i gravitated all of the dark towards myself
and it didn't matter, because i loved you more than i have ever loved myself
and if you're happy now, then don't ever look back
i will still be standing there
decaying, rotting flesh
i am no longer beautiful and you are so wonderful
so don't let me taint you, again
you paved life, and you deserve to remain there
while i wither
i wither and die