I only sense my own dead words They are scattered across the floor Trampled to ***** bits By the folks who said they once cared I've sewn and tossed the urge to speak Why am I in this sea of despair?
Heart torn up-lungs filled with fire How can one breathe, even gasp? Love in mind trickles through fingers Falling inward, support pulverized Is there a point to it all?
Hate...Oh great-the end is near Why must I have to die? Goodbye to all For love is to fall... Happiness is battered And hope is left shattered
I wrote this in 2008 but rewrote it today and 5/11/11.