count the ways you are sad on your finger tips if you stop at ten and need more, close your hand in a fist and count on your knuckles later you can count on your toes and maybe, one by one, on every other part too count on your scars, why don't you try that? count on your purple bruises count on your two eye bags, swollen lip; count on your sometimes-throbbing-sometimes-weakening heart then cry on your tears