I miss him; I wonder if he's thinking about me? I wonder if he's missing me too? He says he does, but sometimes Doubt just creeps into my mind... It says "He doesn't really love you."; "He doesn't really want To be with you."; "He wouldn't care if you..." And that's where I must stop. Because what follows would Show just how pathetic I am. I don't want him to see Me as pathetic and pity me... He might leave if he sees my true self. I don't want him to leave. Please don't leave. *Don't leave me...
September 6, 2016 These are just a few of my many insecure thoughts these days. The demons keep getting stronger and I seem to be giving in...