The thrill of recognition The rush of all the fame Its nothing that I have known before It isn't quite the same It's intoxicating It is putting me to shame I cannot keep my focus And I know that it's to blame Pull me from the deep end My soul needs to be clear This new bold way of thinking It is causing me great fear I know I need to escape But the feeling is severe This new dark and ****** obsession I feel I must adhere Please free me from my prison My pain is so sincere I know you'll do the right thing And end me now Right here