what if we are not the thunder. what if the ocean carries only water and the wonder is something that was never there; just hope turned desperation.
what if the soil is just dirt, what if there is no stardust within us. what if there is only us; if we are all we have.
if our fates are not set in stone after all; just us cradling bad decisions in shaky hands. if we are left alone, and there is no savior but ourselves.
what if purpose is a long-lost myth, if we cannot make it on our own, if we find this life gone in a blink, a beat. what then. what then.
if we are left unfound.
alternate title: "but writers are supposed to be brave, aren't they?"