I've been making mistakes.
I don't know why, or how, or how not to
But I know I've been messing with everything I say
- or a lot of things I say
I think I don't always want to blame myself because it's always two to make it weird
But I also know well that you don't have to put up with the phase I'm going through
Which you do
And I'm thankful and sorry and I'm not so okay