I always thought I was the only one protecting my heart with these walls But what I saw that thursday made me rethink everything I ever thought of you For the very first time, you looked vulnurable like you wanted to hold me just one last time knowing that it was the last chance for us to speak up and simply being honest with each other But guess what? We didn't You just let me walk away from you knowing that I was moving so far away I always thought you just used me while I really felt something for you It was hard in the beginning pretending like I just wanted your body But I was happy with everything you gave me even if your heart was like a vault I surrounded my heart with these thick walls guarding it, protecting it Because if I ever was to love like I still love you My heart would be broken not fixable with glue
I hope I'll ever be able to love someone as much as I loved him, and that I eventually can get him of my mind.