Over Dose


I Took A Deep Breath I Counted To Four I Pulled Out The Bottle And Watched The Pills Hit The Floor. Memories Flash By Of Who I Was Tears I Cry My Life Was A Lie I Swear These Pills Are Messing With My Brain Countless Thoughts Are Driving Me Insane. Take this razor to my skin men I just Want this **** to end all  I wanna do is to be able to smile . again I lay on the floor and watch my life flash over and over again I feel the over dose taking my hand the numbness through my body make my head spin never thought I would have this feeling again my Moms at the door I here her cry there's nothing she can do I was ment to be left here and ment to die life I lived but this is what it lead too depression that caused a overdose