Not a sight even the slightest
Of gaps between my messages
And tickets, boards and bonfires
Collected petals gilded flats
I remember nothing sort of shallow
Memories and stories have left me
Numb and here I have forgotten
How I cared carried and created
The feeling I used to cherish
Now lost and cold and by tomorrow
Still numb till dusk and ask
If loneliness was better
Than nothingness