I don't know what it is but I can't help it All you have to say is "jump" And I'll ask "how high?" Even though I'm not your number one anymore, You're still my only one. And I'm pathetic but you still taste like an anaesthetic And I still can't see through your haze. I watch you sleep while I look for the words to wake you and bring you back but I can't find them and I'm stuck here Clinging to empty memories of us.