outgoing? I'd say outspoken never been arbitrary or overbearing- just vocal
my passion runs deep and pours out excited overflowing when it finds another soul to share it with
the energy others direct towards me I absorb and like a mirror reflect it back towards them
the energy that rests inside me is like water waiting for an outside force to heat me up excite my molecules or to cool me down mellow the chaos inside me making me stable making me solid
if being an extrovert makes me popular and domineering, a fun-loving, party animal who lacks introspection,
tell me why I always choose to isolate myself
why my few friends I do have I keep at a distance except when I force myself to enjoy their company once or twice in a year
why I am easily talked over my words drowned out ignored like background noise my input apbrubtly halted as others drive over it making it no more than the dust their tires kick up why I let them talk over me rather than raise my voice
why I would rather read in solitude than go to a party or play a video game rather than socialize why would I choose to ponder existence over existing with others
extroverted means I get my energy from external events rather than the internal