I'm jealous
Not with what you have,
But with what you've been going through your life.
Your happy life.

The sparkle in your eyes like stars in the night.
The way your thin lips turned into a smile.
When you make a face as your burst into laughter
For you couldn't hold the joy that you are feeling anymore.

I wish to feel that way.
I wish to be complete again just like when I was just a kid.
I want to fill the emptiness in both my mind and heart.

But this is me.
This is what makes me who I am today.
This is my life.
This is what God planned to give to me.

Yes, I complain but it's just normal.
To sometimes let your emotions out so you'll feel better.
You may be overreacting but who cares?
That's what you're feeling.

Once you feel better,
Take a deep breathe.
Blink your eyes for as much as you want.
And say this to your self.

Life goes on.

It continues to move forward.
Do the best thing you can do.
Cleanse the negativity in your life,
using that good heart of yours.

Thank your everyday life.
Be glad that you get to see the clouds again.
Absorb every positive energy that you can get,
just like how the people absorb the heat from the sun on a beach.

Most of all,
Always pray to God.
Make him the center of your life.
The world doesn't revolve around you.

God's love is what makes the world revolve.

**-K