I keep thinking endlessly day and night, what my life has become. Lonely, Shattered, Unloved, Used, but that one thought keeps roaming by how did i end up in this position? I have abandoned myself. Like a lonely child in the woods, lost and cold i have abandoned her, stranded with the promise that i would come back. I never did. now I'm looking for myself and there are so many paths to take where i'm confused, it feels like the lonely child in the woods has gone far deep into the woods and maybe its to late to find my self.