God, that name hasn't killed me yet. It just screams out regret. I trusted you with everything. And I obviously never meant a thing. You helped me find myself. Then you acted like somebody else. You took away your pain. You bowed down in shame. You smoked and began to fly. Fly higher than the sky. Rarely were your eyes not glassy. I though this whole mess was you being classy. And to think I called you a brother. Why even bother. You were there when nobody else was. Then you found a new buddy... Drugs