it used to be enough, with the ones in the past, to simply daydream. poetry made me miss them less; i could look at a picture, listen to a song, then suddenly feel at ease. but this time, it is both a blessing and a curse, that i have someone in my life, whose presence cannot be replaced, by a song, or a poem, or a daydream. it is a blessing indeed, but a curse when we're apart.