To me flirting is the same as cheating..
Because honestly it hurts just as much
Maybe even worse because I dont want to seem like im telling you who you can be friends with.. I dont want to seem clingy and controlling but my heart hurts so much because its being filled with so much doubt that I think I might just run away.
I wont survive this again.
I have nightmares about **** like this.
Maybe im just paranoid
Maybe im right
Especially since I know she likes you
It makes me feel like my insides are covered in acid.
But i wont speak of it because thats just not me. I rather sit in despair than bother you with my overthinking...