God has got to be angry with the way I keep calling his name... But, he some how isn't able to hear me with the way I can't make myself keep breathing, my eyes fill, but nothing leaks I have nothing left to lose and he keeps missing my call... Our schedules aren't matching up And I can't find the heart to keep reaching for his... My lips are swollen from all the biting, my eyes are burning.... He wont answer me so I can rest, So I can breathe ... I just want to breathe. ....People create loneliness So I keep trying to fill myself with myself But its hard to love you when you keep forgetting to forgive yourself first.