You tried rearranging all of the puzzle pieces. It didn't turn out so well. There were holes, gaping. There were never pleases, there was my tell. I should have stopped you, I would have had to yell. This was something you felt you truly needed to do. So, I watched over the puzzle. In search of a way to cope, I only kept hanging onto hope. Hope that one day you'd see, the puzzle pieces were always right. I did not need rearranging, after all.