how can I survive? after that after you I'm so angry you abandon me you leave me alone why? I weren't ready not yet I feel guilty I know it's not your fault but I'm so sad I'm so lonely I don't know how going on and you aren't with me to teach it no longer who 'll dry my tears? who'll lull me? who'll listen to my doubts? who'll calm my fears? I need you I miss you there's a dark hole in my heart you told me be strong I'll try you told me be happy I'll try you told me don't forget I love you I don't I love you I'll always do I hope that one day I'll be hold in your arms again mum...