its all so mad. eerie even. truly knowing what it feels like. to just. waste away. watching as the skin turns white as ash. hearing bones creak like an old oak ship. sailing its last league. All the inner workings clash and mangle about. seize and burn with every blinkless second. after all the usefulness is emptied from the tanks. it is left. not even taken to a final resting place. just. left. not even forgotten. and as this ship that once carried many. formed trust. never faltered. is now rotten with decay. a disease of lasting raw hatred. transmuting this once renown vessel. into nothing more. than a distant memory.