dear feet, I am sorry for dragging you around all this years I am sorry that you never got the chance to feel the up and down motion known as a happy walk dear legs, I am sorry for hurting you I am sorry for leaving scars on your beautiful skin, I am sorry that I look at your marks of growth with disdain dear hips, I am sorry for always squeezing you I am sorry that when my pants are too small I still force you in dear stomach, I am sorry for hating you I am sorry for pinching and hiding you away dear lungs, I am sorry for making your job harder I am sorry to trying to poison you by standing too close to my uncle and his cigarettes dear fingers, I am sorry for always scrubbing you too hard I am sorry that I twist you all around when I am scare dear hands, I am sorry for making you hurt me I am sorry for making you scar my arms and legs dear arms, I am sorry for pinching the skin on you I am sorry for being disappointed in the fact that my bone isn't replacing the skin dear shoulders, I am sorry for keeping a weight on you I am sorry that you have never relaxed dear face, I am sorry for covering you up I am sorry for not loving the freckles that make me, me dear lips, I am sorry for making you bleed I am sorry that I bite you until you bleed dear hair, I am sorry for chopping you off every time you begin to grow I am sorry that you can't be long because I am scared of new things dear body, I am sorry I am sorry I don't love you but I am trying I am trying to love you