I drove past the place where we first met today. I felt cold and fragile. I guess nothing has changed. The discomfort overwhelmed my basic senses, and I couldn't see straight. I pulled over to gather myself, I found it difficult to breathe The past eight months has been denial personified, a constant false assurance that everything is alright and that I'm happy for you. Happy that you're comfortable in life, but I'm still running away from mine. Happy. I'm happy.