Fear shakes me as I look at this creature,
Staring at me through the darkness,
A grey smoke blurs my sight,
I mumble prayers like a preacher.
I shut my eyes, as does a pigeon,
It scrapes its claws, on the bare ground.
I peek through the slits of my eyelids,
Still there - now theres a legion!
I turn my back and run,
I can hear them chasing me,
Rustling through the dead of silence,
I stop, only to come undone!
Am I dead? I see a light.
I turn, I face them now.
The light lingers and I hold on,
Closer I walk, with all my might.
I see them. They see me.
My failures, my rage, my darkness.
The distance, the pessimism, the void.
Fears in their multitude existence.
Closer , closer, closer I get,
I fear the fears no more,
For they exist, as does the light,
Shining like an auroral net.
Catch them, bind them,
Then I set it free.
Now I bind me, within me.
And fill my heart with divine glee.
I see a monster now and then,
I see it for what it is,
I know it can be tamed to my will,
For there exists a light within.
My light shines brighter,
as the darkness grows.
The two exist coherently -
For what is, is!
Clearing the mess in your head to see the light. Facing your fears and knowing that they exist!