How can I sit here and praise myself constantly when I can just criticize my shortcomings and be the man my father, grandfather, mother, grandmother, my sister, and the rest of the family want me to be? How do we not disappoint them? I'm always worried about the drop of their hearts. But what about the drop of mine? How can I question myself this much when there is so much left to achieve?
I give myself a few words But really I just want verbs You're the pretty one, but I look like Ferb You heal my heart like the natural herbs Seeing you in sadnass is what I would say perturbs Me greatly on all accounts He only cared about yours He only cared about what he wanted He never loved anything She only cared about the gold Because nobody had cared about her She was so lost she thought the gold was all there was She never love anything I constantly tell myself we are a map that usually extends past our own lands Discovering who we are by each outcome He just wanted love when she wanted the money She wanted the love when he called her honey But he just wanted the fun physical time He never wanted her She thought he loved her How the hell could he do this? After everything she's done? How the hell could he be left without anything? He loved that woman and she stole his heart and his cash? He tried to make her happy but she just played pretend Now he resents women to no end Only by one trend that he thinks has no end But its in everyone She now hates men More often than counting to ten She has now become isolated and aggressive Some would say she's now progressive She's looking for a man who will actually love her But she's afraid because all men seem like pigs to hear But really she just can't force herself to trust again I can't blame you honey And I'm sorry for her not being worth it brother We have to be there for one another Even when we think were not enough All men seem like dogs but I'm the loyal portion They're the ones looking for the meat Others for other portions Guys say all Girls are tramps or other derogatory names But we just say that because we resent girls and hold them to a negative light Or our fathers didn't treat women right Or our mothers didn't teach the daughters to treat guys right I could sit here all night Trying to get the story details right But that only works for my own.
I want her to be proud of me in this chaotic abyss. I want my family to be proud of my decisions I want my friends to feel at home I want this song to start getting some new notes Im going to review my own decisions like the worlds biggest critic. But if the world loves me, I have to do what a man has to when he loves himself and take the time to improve on everything he's done so far.