Dec 2015
2010: "i'm gonna be a new me"
2011: "this is it. i swear to be better me than then"
2012: "let's try to save ourselves"
2013: "what's happenin'?"
2014: "i don't care. i'm stoppin."
2015: "i'm getting tired of this ****"
2016: "i'm starting over again"
2011: "this is it. i swear to be better me than then"
2012: "let's try to save ourselves"
2013: "what's happenin'?"
2014: "i don't care. i'm stoppin."
2015: "i'm getting tired of this ****"
2016: "i'm starting over again"
Tbh i'm rolling my eyes while writing this. This is just rly cliche. But this is actually the summary of what i went through. I got rly depressed and almost "getting in the end of the book" the past few years. Idk if 2016 will rly happen or i'll ****** up again. I dont rly ******* know. I just dont want to imagine or hope for a life i want. I'm just getting tired of myself rly. I do rly try. Maybe i need to try harder. Does anyone went through these? Or i'm just rly ****** up?
